Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Pitty Party...

Life has gotten me down in the past few weeks. I feel like I'm in a rut and can't get out. I don't know what to do about it. Now, I'm sick once again, yay me! It seems every time I turn around I'm sick with something. It's awful! I'm so tired, I don't want to do anything but sleep. I don't even want to read a book and that is very unusual for me! I made a 70 on my Micro test cause I just don't have the energy to study, let alone pay attention to what I'm doing. I hate getting crappy grades, it's just that much harder that I have to work to get my gpa back up. I don't know what to do about it. Hopefully when this semester ends next month, I'll begin to get better and stop being so sick all the time. There are so many things that I want to do, like get back into scrapbooking and card making, read some of the books on my shelf, go explore some new places, cook some really good things, get my craft room fixed up. I really really want to start exercising so I can maybe lose some weight but I just have no motovation what so ever to get up and do it! I have a learn to belly dance cd but I've not tried it yet, it might be pretty cool, lol. Yeah, a fat person belly dancing, soo sexy! (Not) I think i would like to join a gym, think I'll check into it!!

1 comment:

  1. I'm having the same problem as you waaaay over in my neck of the woods. I think it partly has to do with the weather..we need more sun. Also I think you have just been dealing with alot in general lately and that tends to wear a person down. Are you drinking plenty of water and taking vitamins? Are you still smoking missy? lol That plays a major part in getting sick alot..you might want to boost up your Vitamin C level because it takes alot of that away.
    Working and school and having a family is alot to take on..but you are doing it wish is amazing. I think you need some "Me" time wich should include sleep,fluids,reading and generally taking it easy. Now if you can find the time to do that...
    I have waaaaay to much time on my hands. I find myself sitting in the living room wondering what in the heck to do with myself. I've lost my purpose.
    You aren't fat! let me know how the belyl dancing tape works out..lol