WooHoo! My New Frige!!!

I LOVE my new refrigerator!! I've always wanted one like this, it has the freezer on the bottom. The best part is, I got it for about half off! They said it has a blemish but we couldn't find anything wrong with it. The freezer part isn't very big but we kept our other refrigerator too. Now if only we had food in it! lol

Highlights

I highlighted my hair but it turned a red/orange color. At first I didn't like it but I kinda like it now that the boldness has worn off. I love my do though!! I usually grieve when I cut my hair off but this time I didn't. I think I'm gonna keep this style for awhile.

Going on a Diet

I went to the doctor on Monday and got my lab results back. I have high cholesterol so I have to go on a diet, not to mention I've gained a ton of weight. So, I started dieting on Monday. I'm also keeping a food diary so I can keep track of what I'm eating and how much. If I don't get my cholesterol down I'll have to start taking meds for it and I can't afford to take anymore meds. I go back in 1 month, hopefully I'll have lost some weight by then.

Time for a change

I got a new hair~do

This is before, it came to about the middle of my back

This is after

I like it but it's time consuming. It took me about 45 minutes yesterday to blow dry it and then straighten it and then of course it still wants to curl in some places. But over all, I like it. It's so much softer and healthier looking with all the dried out, dead ends off of it.

Pitty Party...

Life has gotten me down in the past few weeks. I feel like I'm in a rut and can't get out. I don't know what to do about it. Now, I'm sick once again, yay me! It seems every time I turn around I'm sick with something. It's awful! I'm so tired, I don't want to do anything but sleep. I don't even want to read a book and that is very unusual for me! I made a 70 on my Micro test cause I just don't have the energy to study, let alone pay attention to what I'm doing. I hate getting crappy grades, it's just that much harder that I have to work to get my gpa back up. I don't know what to do about it. Hopefully when this semester ends next month, I'll begin to get better and stop being so sick all the time. There are so many things that I want to do, like get back into scrapbooking and card making, read some of the books on my shelf, go explore some new places, cook some really good things, get my craft room fixed up. I really really want to start exercising so I can maybe lose some weight but I just have no motovation what so ever to get up and do it! I have a learn to belly dance cd but I've not tried it yet, it might be pretty cool, lol. Yeah, a fat person belly dancing, soo sexy! (Not) I think i would like to join a gym, think I'll check into it!!

Steven's Memory

I wanted to let you know that Steven will ALWAYS be with ya'll and around ya'll. I wanted to share this with you...With love,from Jen...

I AM NOT THERE

Do not stand at my grave and weepI am not there.I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow,I am diamond glints on snowI am sunlight on ripened grain,I am gentle autumn's rain.When you awake in the morning's hush,I am the swift uplifting rushof quiet birds in circled flight.I am soft stars that shine at night.Do not stand at my grave and cry:I am not there. I did not die.

March 24, 1987 - February 14, 2009

Snow in the South

We don't normally get snow here in the south but it snowed!! Yesterday morning Kevin woke me up to see it snowing, it was so pretty!! It was snowing hard for a long time and the wind was blowing so it gave it the blizzard effect!

Steven's Flowers

There were so many beautiful flowers. I only took 4 off the gravesite. They were so pretty.